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I just watched the 2 story-telling videos on Youtube. It's so entertaining. They're giving a lot for their fans. I'm a spoiled and happy fan 😎. There will be more during this lockdown time. Although I wish they would stop going out to film and stay home (just look at Sho's case, I'm still worried until now 😣). But then again, I'm gonna take what they're giving.

The resurrection of WWG is a nice surprise, too. And that almost daily IG story post. I saw Jun's posts last night. Although I'm not 100% agree with him kind of "promoting" water-fasting at a time like this. There's disclaimer, too, but still... I'm gonna end this here, because it's gonna end up like a lecture. I'm just gonna wait for Sho's update. Hopefully he'll update us on his condition now.

There's one more thing I've been willing to write here. I don't usually like to write controversial things, but I need a space to dump this somewhere. I almost follow toxic fans on socmed. They're hardcore 1 member fan, and hate other members (plus will block anyone that follows them who post about other members). I've been hearing about those fans who only wanted his solo album, but this is the first time I encounter them personally. I'm a fan of him, too, but that doesn't mean I hate other members. I mean why would you hate them? He's him because of the other 4, too, like he always says. Well, it's up to them if they want to hate the other members, I just don't get it. They even go as far as criticizing their every moves, like how it's a common sense that if you have a slight fever, you don't have to come to work, nothing to be praised for. Or how they blamed the concert producer when it's time for their idol to do his special dance/solo, but the camera view is not on him, but on "trivial" things like fireworks, or other members waving their hands to fans. I mean... So what if the producer has the chance to look directly to camera and do fan service, while your idol doesn't? He's not the type who likes camera anyway. Maybe what they want is for all the cameras to focus on him only. Please think of the balance 😑. There's also this, when in the episode of one of the member's TV show, he said that he never does vocal training, OMG, how they attack the man. Comparing with their idol who even built a soundproof room to train his singing skill. They always act like he's a god or someone who has no flaws. Please, I adore him, but he's human, too. Let him be human. I'm not gonna say other things they said. It's so hurtful to find those posts which overpraised someone, but throwing the other member under the bus. What if they read them? They also criticizing the story-telling posts, that it's unimportant, they only want to hear their idol sings and dances. I really hope he never being made to do whatever he doesn't want to do (like sing! or dance! during IG live). I'm not trying to blame people or trying to dictate how they should live their lives, they're free to live the way they wanted to, it's their responsibilities. I need to stop clicking the "translate" button, I think. Or should I even go further to not following the tag? Nothing good comes from following it.

But to the people out there, it's free to hate or love someone. I just have no energy left to spend on hating people. It's so refreshing if I try to let go of the anger and hatred. Learnt it the hard way.

UPDATE: I decided to keep following the tag. I find it hilarious now that they blame every 'failure' on other members. Really entertaining.