orenjitaiyou | Living in a fandom

I understand there are haters out there, I was one of them. It started from an alien concept of an idol. I strongly believed they're made to be an eye-candy only. Didn't understand why people demand them so much. It's always unpleasant for me to talk about hatred, that's why I feel very safe and comfortable staying inside this bubble called fandom. Getting excited just because we can peek at their flexed abs, understanding a very minute gestures of them. I feel understood and that makes me warm inside (ewh, I know..).

Amidst this rage, let me just admire this soft pic

My only question from this award thing is "Eh, damenano?"